when i have all the time in my hands, i thought i could make full use of it, do things i've always wanted to do, come out with achievements im satisfied with. however, it's not true..
when i focus on what i want to do..
i end up with too much.
when i lose sight of the important things in life
i achieve nothing
when i forget how to relax myself
i end up very tired
when i push myself so much
i do worse than i usually do
when i lead the life i've always wanted
i find my life meaningless
when i have all the time of the world to do anything i want to do..
i've decided..i'll not do what i want to do.
but i'll do what i need to do.