stronger

i thought i have grown numb..i thought i could take it after experiencing it for so many times. i thought it sort of ended. but no, it still hurt when you know someone just backstabbed you. It's still the same person, always have been. Then God reminded me, how Jesus was betrayed too. but he took everything on his shoulders, he still forgave them. i'm sure that's what God wants me to do. so i 'll try, that's when you have to truly love, it's not easy, but it's the right thing to do =)