sometimes i wonder why i yearn for good results, why i care so much about them. Actually they seem to mean nothing compare to other things that are so much more important.
i guess i just study for the sake of it, get good results so that it doesn't turn out so bad, or maybe it's just something i realize that we gotta go through it life. if i could do something more interesting, more meaningful besides studying, studying and studying...what would it be?
still thinking... hmm....
not interested in STUDYING