someone

it was not easy
but i was reminded again and again
there must be trials, difficulties, hurts
life was never easy
what the flesh wants, tempt me all the time
it seems so much easier to get angry
but it feels so much emptier

i hoped i had enough patience
i hoped i was not alone
i hoped i had someone
but every someone seems to have another someone
even my best friend had a more important someone
when will i be the most important someone to someone i also treasure?
i believe God has prepare.. but when?